Secrets
Chapter 3 - The Palace

    Shoji was sitting on the stone floor staring at the glowing Seed Crystal when he felt a familiar presence approach the cave. "Hi Akechi."
    He heard the man's footsteps approach from behind. Akechi came and stood next to where Shoji sat cross-legged in the middle of the cave floor. Shoji looked up at him. Akechi was a year younger than him, but with his receding hairline and long, severe face he somehow looked older. Akechi wore his permanent frown like a wound. He looked even more nervous than usual. He wore the same casual but neatly pressed open collar shirt and slacks that Shoji always saw him in. Shoji noted he was putting on a bit of weight. Maybe he was getting lazy about how he went about his hunting.
    "Isn't that cold?" Akechi asked, his attempt at small talk.
    "I've gotten used to it. One hot bath and my ass warms up just fine."
    "Even after two hours?"
    Shoji sighed. "I suppose Yui-chan sent you."
    Akechi didn't say anything. He didn't need to.
    Shoji went back to contemplating the Seed Crystal. The cave was empty for the first time in the two weeks since the change in the telepathic image. Naturally, it had caused quite a stir among the Ancients. So much so that his and Yui's little slip-up had been virtually forgotten. Shoji had finally been able to come here to get some peace and quiet while he studied the crystal.
    "It can't look any different than it did last week," Akechi said.
    "It doesn't," Shoji agreed.
    "Then what's so interesting about it?" Akechi hadn't been one of the Ancients mesmerized by the changes in the Crystal. He rarely got excited about anything other than his hunting.
    "I've just been thinking of how it got this way." He looked up at Akechi again. "Bringing just one Soul Icon in here made the Crystal's vision this much clearer."
    Akechi gave him a look that said "so what?" He knew what Shoji meant of course, by now everyone knew they were calling Yui's prize a Soul Icon. It was still blazing brightly in the little crystal resting up on the wall behind them.
    Shoji continued. "What if we brought in another? Or two more? Or three? Wouldn't the vision get even clearer?"
    Akechi shrugged. "Yeah, I guess. But it's pretty clear right now. What more would you expect to see?"
    "I want to know the meaning behind it. What is this palace, where is it? Is it going to exist in the future? When? What's special about it?"
    Akechi thought about that for a second. "The Matriarch is still mad about what you did. I don't think she'd let you go out and get any more of those things. It's too dangerous."
    Shoji reached into a pocket of his open denim jacket and took out a little dark crystal. "Who said anything about telling the Matriarch?"
    Akechi's frown deepened. He obviously knew what it was. "You're serious. You really want to do this."
    "Of course. How else are we going to find out more, by sitting in here and staring at the same damned thing day in and day out? Tried that, it just gets you a sore ass."
    "But the Matriarch is right, it's too dangerous. What if you get caught by outsiders?"
    "We won't. Last time we were caught by surprise, we didn't know what would happen. We just tried something and that poppled out." He gestured back towards the crystal holding the Soul Icon. "With just a little planning, it will be a cinch. Lots easier than any hunting you ever did."
    Akechi's eyes darted furtively over towards the cave entrance and back again. He looked annoyed with Shoji. He was nervous about any mention of his hunting, especially in a place where they might be overheard. If other Ancients found out what Shoji and Yui knew, he would be in severe trouble. Very severe trouble.
    "The Matriarch will find out eventually," Akechi said. The wild look flashed in his eyes, the look he usually did such a good job of hiding. Shoji knew that look from childhood, had learned to expect it whenever Akechi anticipated danger ... or anticipated the thrill of the hunt. He had guessed where Shoji was going to take this.
    Shoji grinned. "By the time the Matriarch finds out, the results will already speak for themselves. They've been trying to figure out the Crystal for centuries, longer if you believe all the stories. We may be able to crack this, find out what it's all about once and for all. If we can do that, nobody will give a damn about a few shrines, we'll be the biggest heroes since the First Ancestor."
    "So who wants to be a hero?"
    "You're missing the point." Shoji stood up and stretched, getting the kink out of his back. "If we can pull this off, who do you think is going to be the next Matriarch?"
    That took Akechi off guard. The wild look flashed in his eyes again, as he contemplated the possibility of a Matriarch who knew his secrets. Then he looked calmer, more thoughtful. Shoji could guess what he was thinking: Yui, a Matriarch who would never raise a hand against him. It couldn't happen immediately, by tradition she had to have at least one child first. But that was easily taken care of, and she already had powers greater than most Ancients twice her age. No, it was not inconceivable.
    "So what do you say, are you in?"
    Akechi nodded slowly. "I'm in."
    Shoji clapped him on the shoulder. "Great. Time to call in the star of the show." He closed his eyes, cast his mind out, looked for one aura among the many. It was the one more familiar to him now than his own mother's, he found it easily. **Yui, can you hear me?**
    Without even an acknowledgement, Yui 'ported in right next to them. They were both used to her doing that. That is, normally. Right now, they both stared at her in wide-eyed shock.
    Yui grinned, looking very pleased with herself. **Hi Senpai.**
    **Yui ... since when could you do this?**
    **I tried for the first time last week. I was still feeling pumped from getting that Soul Icon, I really felt like I could do it. It was hard the first time, but now it's pretty easy. Surprised?**
    **Yeah, you could say that.** As far as Shoji knew, no Ancient had ever been able to teleport directly into the Seed Crystal cave. Everybody just assumed that it was impossible.
    Yui gave their friend a little wave. **Hi Akechi, how's it going?**
    **Not bad.** He actually smiled a bit. Yui was one of the few people who could make him do that. Probably because most Ancients just tried to avoid him. He was even more isolated than Shoji and Yui, just short of being outcast like the black sheep. And of course, he and she were fellow hunters, though of quite a different nature. It still surprised Shoji, how little it bothered Yui knowing about it. Of course, she thought of his victims as animals, something Shoji hadn't exactly been discouraging.
    **Akechi and I have just been talking,** Shoji said. **How would you like to go get another Soul Icon?**
    Yui frowned. **You mean ... from another shrine?**
    **Yeah. We want to bring another one in here, we figure two are better than one.** He took the dark crystal out of his pocket again, tossed it up and caught it.
    The meaning of this sunk in. **Yeah, that would be pretty cool. Won't we get in trouble, though?**
    **Not if we do it right. Just like you figured, the first one made this place even better, the precognitives are in throes of ecstasy. The only reason they're not here with the crystal right now is they're all bloody morning people. If we get another one, we might make it better still. We may even be able to figure out what this vision really means. We do that, and even the Matriarch will have to be nice to us.**
    That struck a chord with Yui. Shoji knew she still felt bitter about how Himiko had treated her. She would jump at any chance to count coup on the old witch ... what better way than to crack the mystery of the Crystal that had puzzled the Ancients since the First Ancestor had given it to them.
    Yui nodded. **Okay, I'd like to try it.**
    Shoji gave her a hug. **That's my girl.** He glanced over at Akechi and smiled. Akechi looked a little disappointed, perhaps he had been expecting Yui to say she didn't want to do this.
    Yui stepped back, looked up at him. **What should we do first?**
    **We've got to be careful,** Akechi interrupted. **There are all sorts of things that could go wrong, we have to plan it all out.**
    **Of course,** Shoji replied. **Yui being able to teleport right in here is going to make bringing Soul Icons here a lot easier, that solves the worst problem right there. As for the shrines, there are things we can do to minimize the risk. Around sunset is probably the best time to hit, it's after closing time but it's still light enough that the pyrotechnics are less likely to attract attention.**
    **We've got to pick the right one, too.** Yui said. **There are only certain ones that really have a lifeforce.**
    **We really shouldn't be talking about this here,** Akechi reminded him.
    Actually, this was probably one of the best places. As long as nobody else was actually in the cave, it was very unlikely anybody would be eavesdropping on them. But Akechi was nervous enough as it was, might as well keep him happy. **Yui, did you 'port from our room in the house?**
    **Yes.**
    **Then 'port go back there and walk over to the back garden, we'll meet you there. I don't want anybody else knowing you can teleport into here, we need to be careful about that.** He bent down and kissed her.
**Sounds good?**
    **Sounds good!** She waved and vanished. She was suddenly looking more lively again, no doubt anticipating what was to come. She had been pouting about how much time he had been spending in here by himself. But that stage of the game was over now, time for action.
    "Not to worry," he said to Akechi as they made their way out of the cave. "This'll be a piece of cake, really."

    *****

    Their morning meditation done, Thetan and his fellow monks filed into the temple's communal dining hall for their first meal of the day. It was the same modest breakfast they had every single day, and as usual it was eaten in silence. This gave Thetan time to think.
    Yesterday he had met with Jeneth and K'Theelm for the first time in two months. It had been a very pleasant day, they had taken lunch together then walked through a nearby park, talking and catching up on what they had been doing.
    Jeneth was still consumed with her healing. She had recently found a young intern whom she was positive had latent psychic healing abilities. She was seriously contemplating revealing her own powers to him, offering to be his tutor, to help awaken his powers. It was a hard decision to make. She felt the young man could be trusted. But if he reacted badly to the revelation that there was a whole world he was unaware of, he could expose her, put them all in danger. Thetan had told her the decision was hers to make. Secretly, he hoped that she decided to confide in the young man, it was clear how much she wanted to.
    K'Theelm had become more fascinated with the Earthmen's information technology. Their software was a realm of pure logic that he could lose himself in, apply his Engineer's mind to without regard for the primitive hardware that supported it. He had found that his own very unique perspective had allowed him to devise ways of using the technology that the Earthmen had not yet contemplated. Already, programs that he had anonymously posted on their communications network had become very popular, had inspired software engineers across the globe to explore new directions, new possibilities. It looked like he had found an area where he could make a contribution without trying to introduce radical new technology.
    Yes, it appeared as if they had all well and truly gone native.
    Jeneth and K'Theelm were still occupying the same apartment they had acquired soon after they had infiltrated the local population. But they probably saw each other not much more than Thetan saw them, what with Jeneth spending all her time at one or another hospital. It was astonishing how quickly this world had seduced them all into their own separate lives.
    Thetan's reverie was broken by the call to prayer. He offered thanks to the Buddha for the good fortune of himself and his friends, offered it with no less sincerity than he had offered it to the divine spirit worshipped by the order on his own doomed planet so far away. His newly adopted brothers connected with the divine spirit in ways that were still new and strange to him, but no less comforting or fulfilling.
    Thetan soon went to continue the work he had been doing for several days now. It was a major temple renovation that required a great deal of heavy lifting. His size, strength and stamina had made him well suited to the work. And though raised and trained as a warrior, in truth he loved nothing more than the act of building and fixing. Particularly building places where people would live, and most particularly houses of worship.
    "Brother Russell."
    Thetan looked up from where he was kneeling, fitting a stone into the new walkway he was constructing. He recognized the monk who had addressed him, a young man who had just entered the temple this year. "Good day, brother."
    The young monk bowed. "Forgive the intrusion, I have a message from his grace. He would like you to present yourself in his room at ten o'clock."
    "I understand. Thank you." The man bowed and went on his way. It was nearly an hour before the appointed time, so Thetan got some more work done before going to wash up in preparation for meeting the head priest. Thetan had few direct dealings with the head of the temple, he wondered what this might be about.
    When he walked up to the entrance to the priest's room, he found another of his brothers also approaching. The sliding door was open, so they both kneeled on the bamboo mat before it and announced themselves. >From within, they heard the priest give them permission to enter. They walked in to find that three other monks were already seated within. They took their place beside them and waited. About a minute later, one more arrived. The priest asked him to close the door. Apparently, all who were bidden here had now arrived.
    "Thank you all for coming," the old priest said. He was sitting on a cushion behind his low, lacquered table. His normally cheerful face was grim. "Earlier this morning I was brought rather grave news. One of our neighbouring temples has become the scene of an accident." He named the temple. It was one Thetan knew well, had visited several times. "The report I was given was rather incredible. For no reason that anybody can explain, the main temple building collapsed to the ground some time last night. Fortunately, nobody was inside, so nobody was hurt. I have spoken with my counterpart at the temple, he is at a loss to explain what has happened. There is no reason to believe it was anything other than a simple accident, however strange, but for reasons unknown to me the police have become involved. Apparently they wish to examine the ruins of the building without delay. I have offered our brothers at the temple whatever assistance we can give, which they have graciously accepted. I have made arrangements for transportation to take you to the temple grounds. Once there, you will present yourselves to my counterpart there. Most likely, he will put you to work assisting in clearing out the ruins of the building. It is an old temple with many artifacts of great value, we wish to ensure that these artifacts are treated with proper care and respect. Hence, our desire to have as much of the work as possible performed by our own brothers. You will be staying at the temple there as long as you are needed, apparently the living quarters were undamaged and there is extra space for you."
    His expression became stern. "I expect you all to conduct yourselves properly. It is not your place to speculate on what might have happened, only to render assistance. Especially in the presence of those outside the temple, idle speculation will not be tolerated. If in performing your work you find anything you feel might shed some light on this event, bring it to your appointed superior and to nobody else. We will decide what needs to be brought to the attention of the police."
    He dismissed them. They went to gather what few belongings they needed and went to wait in front of the temple grounds. The van which had been sent for soon arrived, and took them to the temple.
    The first thing Thetan noticed upon arriving was that there were more police here than one would expect to be supervising the scene of a simple accident. They had two cars parked in front of the barricade they had set across the front gate. There were officers standing at intervals to the left and right, and presumably around the perimeter of the grounds. The senior of the monks in their group presented themselves to the officers at the gate. It took several minutes to confirm that these were the people whom they had been told to expect. They were admitted onto the grounds, and were escorted up the stone stairway to the temple grounds proper.
    As they topped the stairs and approached the ruins, two things became apparent to Thetan.
    First, the building had not simply collapsed. It had been practically reduced to kindling. Thetan could see no piece of wood bigger than his arm. Even the large support beams had been shattered this way. He would have thought only a violent explosion could have done this. Except there was no indication of a blast. All the pieces had collapsed straight down. It was like a great pair of hands had scooped up the building, crushed it and sprinkled the debris back down. The earth and gravel around it looked like it had been churned by a great plough being drawn over it at random. It was no wonder they were all so perplexed, no physical phenomenon by itself could have done something like this.
    Second, the power he had felt emanating from this place on his previous visits was now utterly gone. To Thetan, this loss was far more devastating, far more disturbing than the impossibly shattered building lying in ruins in front of him. Somehow, the soul of this holy place had been ripped out of it.
    Thetan suppressed a shudder. Only a being of immense power and malevolence could have done such a thing.
    They presented themselves to the head priest, and were soon put to work. Thetan applied himself single-mindedly to the task of clearing the rubble as delicately as he could, leaving the task of retrieving precious artifacts to others. There was little to retrieve. About all they came across was pieces of statues or ornaments. Small pieces. Some he recognized as being from artifacts he had seen, artifacts that had glowed with power to his aura vision. Whatever had shattered them had drained them of all life, left them cold and inert as stones.
    By the time the first day's work was done, Thetan had resolved to bring Jeneth and K'Theelm to this place. They could each bring unique sorts of vision that might shed light on what had happened here. Jeneth's pacifist stance notwithstanding, an abomination of this magnitude could not be ignored, could not go unpunished.




    "Kino-san, these are the last of them," the girl said as she hung the utensils on their racks over the long, gleaming stainless steel kitchen counter.
    "Oh, bless you," Makoto said, smiling warmly. She put the mop and pail she had been using back in their place. She took a deep breath and let it out with a low groan. "Lord, what a day. Listen, I'm just about done too. Why don't you take off, I'll close up."
    "Are you sure?"
    "Yes, that's an order. Now off with you, scoot." She gave her new waitress a playful pat on the back.
    "Thank you, Kino-san." The girl walked to the doorway, turned and gave a quick bow. Her smile was weary but friendly. "I'll see you tomorrow."
    "'Night." Makoto smiled as she watched the young woman leave. She had been quite a find. Pretty, bright, cheerful and energetic, always willing to lend a hand. Already very popular with the staff and customers. Makoto felt bad about the long hours she was making the girl work, making them all work. But none of them seemed to mind. Minako was right, she had a great bunch of people here.
    She finished putting away a few more things, turned out the kitchen lights and walked into the restaurant. There were just a few lights on, but she could see that the others hand finished cleaning up. All the chairs were up on the tables. All but one. That was the 'collapse chair', a courtesy to whoever was the last one out. More often that not, it was her. So she decided to collapse.
    *It's a good kind of tired* Makoto tried to convince herself as she slumped down in the chair. Her feet throbbed, she had hardly been off them for about sixteen hours straight. Which in the past couple of weeks had been a fairly typical day.
    She hadn't even found time to send Suginae a thank you note for the positive review that had suddenly tripled her business. She had been rather anxious these past few months. The restaurant she had sunk the entirety of her deceased parents' trust fund into had just barely been breaking even. But now, tables were booked at her place for the next two weeks. Practically overnight, she had the success she had dreamed for. "Be careful what you wish for," she murmured to herself.
    She heard the chimes at the front door. She made a mental note to tell everyone to have that door locked as soon as the last customer was out. Lately people had been walking in at all hours of the morning expecting to get served.
    "I'm sorry, but we're closed," she called out, too tired to even get up and greet the person.
    "Well, I should think so," came a familiar voice. Ami appeared through the entryway from the lobby. "You should have been closed nearly two hours ago."
    "Hi Ami. Let me get you a chair."
    "Oh, don't get up ..." Ami said, signalling her to sit back down as she walked over.
    "It's okay," Makoto said, flipping over another chair and laying it down beside hers. "Your showing up reminded me I could do with a drink, I suppose you could do with one too."
    Ami smiled. "I wouldn't say no."
    "The usual?"
    "Yes, thank you."
    Makoto went to open up the liquor cabinet and mixed their drinks. She came back to see Ami waiting patiently for her. "So how long have you been up?"
    "I did two straight shifts today, plus some extra." She took a good swallow of her drink. "Mmm, that's good. Twenty hours and counting."
    "Ouch, that's even longer than me." Makoto noticed that Ami hadn't even bothered changing before leaving the hospital. She still wore her white coat. She had at least changed into running shoes. "So this was your first double shift?"
    "Mmm Hmmm." Ami relaxed, cradling her drink.
    "Did you have to do anything gross?"
    Ami laughed. "No, nothing worse than taking vital signs and blood samples. It'll be a while before I'm doing much more than that."
    "So what brought you 'round here?"
    "Well, somehow I didn't think I'd be getting any sleep soon. Sure I'm exhausted, but I was really nervous about today so I'm still a bit jittery. I thought you might still be here cleaning up."
    "Good guess," Makoto said. "It wasn't as bad as yesterday, we actually got the last of our guests out of here less than an hour before our posted closing time."
    "So how are you holding up?"
    "Okay I guess. That new waitress is turning out very well, and I hired a new cook this week. Once he's up to speed, I may actually start using my apartment for something other than sleeping."
    Ami smiled impishly. "And maybe start coming to training sessions again, too."
    Makoto groaned. "Don't remind me, I missed the last three straight. Next one I show up at, Uranus will really have it in for me."
    "Well, you'd better make it soon, otherwise you'll be so out of shape she'll have you on the ground in nothing flat."
    Makoto smirked. "Well, if that's what she thinks, I'll make a point of doing at least one session before they go back to Europe again. So who is she taking her frustration out on in my absence, not you I hope?"
    "Nobody in particular. Actually, I missed the last session myself."
    Makoto blinked. "Ami, you *never* miss a training session."
    "Ryou invited me for a weekend trip to Nikko. I made the mistake of telling Usagi, she insisted that I go."
    "A trip to Nikko, huh? Sounds romantic."
    Ami smiled. "It was very nice." She took another swallow from her drink. "We managed to get lost in the mountains, the maps we had were out of date. We almost ended up spending the night out there."
    "That wouldn't have been so bad."
    "I like being close to nature, but not that close. Give me a nice warm bed, any day."
    "Uh-huh."
    Ami blinked. "What?"
    "Nothing."
    Ami shrugged. She tossed back the rest of her drink. She sure went through that in a hurry, Makoto thought. "Ami, if I mix you another of those, will you be able to make it home without passing out first?"
    Ami smiled, put her glass on the table. "I'll pass thanks. Sorry if I'm a bit distracted."
    "Something in particular on your mind?"
    Ami nodded. Her eyes were averted. Her expression was difficult to read. Sort of anxious and uncertain, but softened by a hint of a smile. She sat like that for a moment before she spoke.
    "He's asked me to marry him."
    Makoto took in a sharp breath that was almost a gasp. In an instant her feeling of elation was cut through by the reality of what Ami had said, or rather had not said. The meaning of her enigmatic expression was clearer now. "You haven't given him your answer," she said carefully. She did not need to frame it as a question.
    "He wouldn't let me give an answer. He said there were too many things to think about. I mean, because of who I am. And because of all I know about what's to come. He said I should take some time to think about this."
    Makoto shook her head slowly. "I'm not sure I understand. Does he think you're unsure about your feelings?"
    Ami smiled and shook her head. "It's not that. My feelings are the one thing I'm sure about, and he knows that. I'd marry him in a heartbeat."
    "But ... ?"
    "We've talked about this before Makoto, have you forgotten?"
    "No, I haven't forgotten. So we're Sailor Senshi, that makes us different. What's that got to do with your getting married?"
    Ami sighed. "Like I said, we've talked about it. I've been turning it around in my head so often I can list the points in my sleep. Our lifespans are so much longer, we may outlive by centuries any mate we take. We put ourselves in the paths of malevolent beings whose nature and powers we barely understand, so anybody close to us could very well be exposed to that, be put in danger. We have all pledged ourselves body and soul to the Princess, so we can never truly pledge ourselves to another, not even in marriage. We have to lead double lives, anyone close to us who knows our secret would have to live a lie, just like we do. If our true natures and identities are ever revealed to the world, our lives will no longer be our own, no matter how much we would like them to be."
    Ami gave a little lopsided smile. "You know, the usual."
    Yes, Makoto had heard all this before. "Ami, do you remember what we concluded each time we talked about this?"
    "Yes, I remember. We shouldn't let who we are get in the way of our happiness. That's what *you* concluded, as I recall."
    "I don't remember your ever disagreeing with that."
    "No, I never did disagree," Ami admitted. "But now, when I'm actually faced with this decision, somehow it's not that simple."
    "Ami, I can't believe that Ryou hasn't thought of all this himself. If I know you two, you've already talked about all this, in excruciating detail."
    Ami smiled. "Yes, it was a long talk."
    "So you must know whether Ryou has his eyes open."
    "He does. He knows what he might be getting into, being married to a Sailor Senshi."
    "If he can accept that, why can't you?"
    "I'm just not sure it would be fair. I've already pledged myself to another."
    Makoto tried to reign in her growing feeling of frustration. She wasn't doing a very good job. "Ami, are you saying none of us are entitled to take husbands?"
    Ami's eyes went wide. "No, of course not! Makoto, that's not fair, this is a personal decision."
    Makoto reached over and clasped Ami's hand. "I'm sorry Ami. You're right, that wasn't fair. I'm just trying to understand why this is so hard for you. To me, if your feelings are clear then the answer is obvious."
    Ami sighed. "It's such a big decision, maybe I'm just thinking up reasons to avoid it."
    "You know what Usagi would say if you asked her."
    "Oh yes. She'd be mad at me for even hesitating."
    "I know how she feels."
    Ami smiled shyly. "Do you think I'm being silly?"
    "No. The only problem I see is you're thinking too much about this, instead of just following your heart."
    Ami's expression became slightly wistful, as if she had suddenly been reminded of some happy memory long buried. "You're not the first person to tell me that."
    They sat like that for a few moments. Then something else occurred to Makoto. She let go of Ami's hand and looked at her intently.
    That caught Ami's attention. "What?"
    "Ami, you weren't serious about that Valkyrie business, were you?"
    It took a moment for Ami to figure out what Makoto was talking about. "Uh ... no, like I said then, I was just thinking aloud." She was becoming increasingly uncomfortable. "That's got nothing to do with it. I mean ... well, it's not really a consideration. In fact, it's sort of a moot point, as it were. That is-"
    Makoto laughed cheerfully. She put her hands up. "Okay okay, you don't have to spell it out, I get the picture."
    Ami's face was a lot redder than just the alcohol would account for. She averted her eyes and tried to smile. "This really is silly. I'm supposed to become a doctor and here I am getting all bent out of shape over a perfectly normal biological function."
    When she caught Ami's eye again, Makoto winked. "Silly girl."
    "Yes, I know."
    They sat in companionable silence for a little while. Makoto debated the wisdom of inquiring further, decided that she should ask. She chose her words carefully. "Ami, you don't have to answer if you don't want to, but is your relationship with Minako one of the things you've been thinking about?"
    To Makoto's surprise, Ami did not seem at all put off by the question. "No, Ryou is aware of what Minako and I mean to each other, it's not a problem. Strictly speaking, Minako and I haven't been lovers for a couple of years now. Does that surprise you?"
    Makoto felt bad about her surprise being so obvious. "Yeah, sort of. I had kind of assumed just the opposite."
    "Why?"
    "It just seems like in the past couple of years you two have been ... I don't know, more affectionate towards each other."
    Ami looked thoughtful for a moment. "I guess I can see why you would think that. It was almost exactly two years ago that Minako and I had a long talk and decided to end our relationship. Part of it was that her singing career was taking off and we would be apart a lot anyway. And of course I would be going to Germany soon. Mostly it just seemed the right time. Don't get me wrong, I still think she's very beautiful and I love her dearly. We figured out that what we both really liked was just to be close. I mean, physically. The two times we became lovers, it was just after we had nearly gotten killed ... once by the Death Busters, once by Galaxia. I guess it was our way of expressing our joy at just being alive." Ami smiled. "And of course, hormones had something to do with it. I guess before we came to this decision, we were both a little self conscious about public displays of affection."
    "You needn't have been," Makoto said gently. "We all know how you two feel about each other, and we're all happy for you."
    "I know, Mako-chan. We never doubted that."
    "And you know what else? When you weren't around we've all been taking bets as to when Ryou would pop the question."
    Ami's eyebrows went up. "Really?"
    "Really."
    "Then you were way ahead of me. He took me completely by surprise when he proposed. I didn't see it coming at all. Maybe love is blind after all."
    "It's going to be hard for him you know, this waiting."
    Ami sighed. "I know. I feel awful, leaving him hanging like this. I want this so badly, Mako-chan, but I have to make sure I'm doing the right thing. I have to be sure this is best for him as well as me."
    "Are you sure that's all there is to it?"
    Ami's eyes narrowed. "You sound like you think there's something more."
    "Not exactly something more, more like something less."
    Ami shook her head. "I don't understand."
    "I just can't help feeling your reasons for hesitating are a lot simpler, nothing to do with being Sailor Mercury at all. If you marry Ryou, chances are you'll be starting a family sometime soon."
    Ami cast her eyes downward. She nodded. "Yes, I have been thinking about that," she said slowly. She looked back at Makoto. Her smile hinted at something like gratitude, or at least acknowledgement. "I'd have some really tough choices to make."
    Makoto just nodded. She didn't need to say more. Ami's mother had tried being a doctor, a wife and a mother all at once. She had only been really successful at the first of those, Ami had mostly had to raise herself. She'd done a good job, and felt no resentment, but Makoto knew that her relationship with her mother could at best be described as cordial. It was natural for Ami to fear treading the same path.
    "I'll probably end up spilling my guts to all of you before I've made up my mind," Ami mused. "I imagine I'll get much the same answer from everyone else too."
    "And you know why, right?"
    Ami gave her head a quick shake. "I don't' follow you."
    "As far as we know, you're the only one of us who's caught the bouquet at a wedding. You're holding us all back, so you'd better decide to fish or cut bait."
    After two heartbeats they both started laughing hysterically. Ami nearly tipped her chair over.

    *****

    "Shoji-onisan, can I go first?"
    "Don't you remember what I said?" Shoji said to the little boy. Then to everyone, "My rules are, first time 'round we go youngest to oldest." He clapped twice. "Come on people, line up. Time's 'a wasting."
    The gaggle of children around him went very noisily about the business of arranging themselves as he had ordered. When they were done, he had a ragged line of boys and girls more or less from the smallest to the biggest. It didn't look like anybody was cheating, not that anyone else would have let them get away with it.
    "Okay, listen up," Shoji said, and they quieted down. He pointed out across the field to a huge rock embedded in ground about fifty meters out, just in front of a short, rocky cliff that gouged into a little hill. In contrast to the lush grass in other parts of the field, the ground between where they were standing and the cliff was all bare sandy soil, crushed rock and stones. On top of the huge rock was a smaller one, squarish and a meter high, looking almost like a rough tombstone. It was framed by the blackened, shattered rock of the cliff face. That cliff would be getting some more punishment pretty soon. "That is your target. This time, you get one shot each. Don't try anything fancy, just try and hit it. I'll tell you if it's a hit or not, so no arguing. If you hit, you go over there. If you miss, you go over there. Any questions? No?" He drew a line in the dirt with the big stick he was carrying. "Okay, first one behind the line and give it your best shot."
    The boy who stepped up to the line was perhaps eight years old. He was best at kinetites, as Shoji recalled. Sure enough, the boy cupped his hands before him, and a little ball of blue-white plasma began to form between them. His little brow knitted with his concentration. When the bright kinetite grew to its full size, he crouched down and brought his hands down to his right side, his gaze now shifted to his target. Shoji smiled at the boy's stance. Looked like somebody had been watching a bit too much Dragonball.
    The boy shouted and threw his arms straight out before him. The kinetite shot out of his hands, now a dazzling beam streaking out across the field. It missed the rock by a wide margin and detonated against the cliff, kicking up a cloud of dust and sending a little stream of rocks and gravel tumbling down to the ground.
    "Miss," Shoji declared, bringing a stop to the muttering that had started up among the children. "Good try, though. Plenty of power, but kept under firm control, that's good. Try less movement next time. Don't try to use your body as a source of your power, just use it to focus. The power comes from your mind, your body just directs it, that's all. Watch."
    Shoji stepped to the line and cupped his hands before him. The kinetite appeared between them, glowing brightly. His hands twitched forward and the little ball of energy streaked out across the field. It hit the rock dead centre, flashing against the surface but doing no apparent damage. Shoji hadn't put much power into it. He turned to face the line of children, putting up his hand to silence their exclamations of surprise and admiration. "You see? Not much movement. Your body can help you focus, but don't become dependent on that, use your mind. Okay, next."
    Shoji stepped aside and a little girl took his place, not much older than the boy. As Shoji expected, she brought up one hand and a ball of orange-red flame materialized above it. Fireball. A girl after my own heart, Shoji mused. Her approach was as different as her weapon. With no apparent movement, she sent the fireball floating slowly out towards the target. It gained speed gradually, and bobbed this way and that as she adjusted its course. It flared and sputtered as her hold over it slipped away. By the time it flared against the stone and died, it was barely visible.
    "Hit ... " Shoji said, and the girl grinned. "But just barely." Her face fell. "You tried to keep conscious control of it too far out. When it's twice as far out, how much harder is it to control?"
    The girl's eyes went blank for a moment as she did the required mental arithmetic. "It's four times harder."
    "And when it's three times further out?"
    She used her fingers this time, that took a little longer. "Nine times harder."
    "Very good. Remember, when you create an artifact, a fireball or anything else, you put some of your own life energy into it. It's almost like a living thing itself, so it can hold itself together for a little while, even after you stop concentrating on it. Take advantage of that. Once you've sent it on its way and it's on target, just let go of it and let it get there by itself. Okay, next."
    As they worked their way to the older children, the attacks became more powerful, and the ratio of hits went up a bit. The last one, a boy of thirteen, actually took a chunk out of the rock and nearly tipped it over with an invisible force blast.
    "Hit," Shoji declared. "Well done, go stand with the others. Okay, everybody listen up." He pointed at the group who had missed their shots. "You are all going to sit down, conjure your favourite artifact and keep it stable until I tell you to stop. Get to it." There was a chorus of groans. It was a dull but demanding activity that was likely to leave them exhausted and with headaches. "Work up a sweat, it will do you good." He pointed to the other group. "You are going to line up youngest to oldest, and we're going to try this again. This time, you are going to try your level best to knock the stone over."
    The third one had just about succeeded doing that with a lightning strike when Shoji felt the presence approach. He looked over to see his mother walking down the path they had taken from the house earlier. When she spotted him, she stopped and stood there, her hands tucked in the sleeves of her kimono before her. She sent no telepathic message and it was too far to see her expression clearly, but Shoji could tell she wanted to talk. "I need to go talk to Kaori-mama," he announced to the group he was working with. He tossed the stick he was carrying out towards the target rock, it fell to the ground about ten meters out. "If nobody knocks it over from here, go out to where the stick is and everybody gets another try." They all nodded or otherwise acknowledged this. He turned to walk back to where his mother stood. He spared a glance at the first group. The were all sitting cross-legged in a rough circle, concentrating on the variety of fireballs, kinetites and ball lightning they had conjured between their hands. Everybody was still holding up.
    "Hi Mom," Shoji said as he came within earshot, waving casually.
    She just nodded. "How is target practice going?"
    Shoji shrugged. "No surprises. Everybody's doing at least passably well for their age, one or two are actually quite good. Nobody really outstanding."
    "It's not the sort of training they're used to," Kaori said, a hint of disapproval in her tone.
    "Well, it's obvious they've been getting at least some practice."
    "One of the things the Matriarch insisted upon," Kaori said regretfully. "That and PK barriers."
    "It only makes sense," Shoji insisted. "Offense and defense. Whatever our special talents, we should all be able to take care of ourselves. Have to make sure everybody can dish it out and take it too."
    "As you say," Kaori said, sounding unenthusiastic. "I'm just afraid that this sort of thing encourages a seige mentality. Us against the world."
    "No harm in being prepared," Shoji said, hoping this wasn't going to lead to another weary argument.
    "At any rate, the reason I came is to tell you she has summoned you. Yui and Akechi as well."
    Shoji managed to keep his poker face intact. "You mean grandma Himiko?"
    "Correct."
    "Did she say what for?"
    "I can't imagine." Shoji could hardly have gotten a stronger hint that he owed her an explanation.
    Shoji sighed. "I can."
    "Is there something I should know?"
    "Oh, I suppose you'll be finding out soon enough anyway. Yui's taken two more Soul Icons."
    Kaori's expression darkened. "Then she was the one responsible for the other shrine that was destroyed. And the temple as well."
    Shoji chuckled. He tried to convince himself that his nonchalance wasn't an act. "They seem to really like keeping the Weird Shit under tight wraps, but I guess it does get into the papers eventually."
    Kaori's expression and tone did not change. "Shoji, why on earth did you allow this to happen?"
    "Because I want the same thing we all do, Mom," Shoji said, a little more serious now. "I want to know what's going on, what this is all about. The Crystal, the Palace, everything."
    Kaori shook her head. "Shoji, the Matriarch had explicitly forbidden this, did you really think you could keep it secret?"
    "No. At least not for long."
    "The Matriarch will be furious."
    "Not when she sees the effect two more Soul Icons have on the Seed Crystal."
    Kaori's eyes went wide. In a tremulous voice she asked, "Shoji, you didn't ... ?"
    Shoji nodded. "Yep. We took them into the Seed Crystal cave. They're sitting there right now."
    Shoji was surprised to see what looked like real fear in his mother's face. "Oh Shoji, to do such a thing in secret ... " she took a moment to compose herself. "Did anything happen?"
    "Nothing bad. Why don't you come see for yourself?"
    She shook her head. "The Matriarch was very clear, only the three of you are to go."
    Shoji tried to ignore the feeling in the pit of his stomach. That didn't sound good. "Did she say anything else?"
    "Only to come without delay. You had better go tell Yui and Akechi, they're in the house. I'll go tell the children that you were called away."
    "Okay. See you later." Shoji turned to go.
    **Shoji.**
    Shoji turned back, startled at the intense anxiety in his mother's sending. It was very rare that they spoke like this to each other, when it was not for the benefit of Yui's condition. **Yes, Mother?**
    **I beg you, do nothing more to anger the Matriarch. For Yui's sake, if nothing else.**
    Shoji slowly nodded. **It'll be okay, Mother.**
    **The First Ancestor be with you.**
    **Thanks.** Shoji turned to go. As he entered the wooded area of the grounds and rounded a bend, he quickened his pace. Kaori had infected him with her anxiety. By the time he got near the house, he managed to tuck the feeling away. **Yui, Akechi. I'm coming to the rock garden. Meet me there, okay?**
    **Is something wrong?** came back Yui's anxious reply.
    **We'll talk there.**
    The two of them were waiting for him on one of the great flat stones that formed the paths weaving through the rock garden at the back of the house. It was a simple place, but well tended. The gravel was freshly raked, the whole thing practically drooled peace and tranquility. A sharp contrast to the mood of his friend and his lover standing there waiting for him.
    **Have they found out?** Akechi asked without preamble.
    **Looks that way. We're supposed to go see grandma Himiko, all three of us.**
    **You think we should go?** Akechi asked.
    Shoji rolled his eyes. **Yes of course we should go, we have to. Now take it easy, we knew this was going to happen. It'll be just like last time, once grandma Himiko sees what we've accomplished, she'll forget all about being mad at us.**
    **It wasn't an accident this time,** Yui reminded him nervously. **We deliberately disobeyed her orders.**
    **It's just like we discussed, we'll let the results speak for themselves.** He stepped onto one of the big flagstones and beckoned them.
**Shall we go?**
    After just a moment's hesitation, Shoji's two companions walked over to join him. They stepped onto the stone, and wordlessly the two men each took one of Yui's hands. She closed her eyes, and an instant later they were standing in front of the Matriarch's house. It was cooler here, and there was a very light drizzle. The dark house looming over them looked even more depressing than usual.
    Shoji put his arm around Yui and steered her towards the front door. Akechi followed closely behind them. As usual, a man stood guard. Shoji recognized the big, bearded man as one of his great uncles. **We were summoned by the Matriarch,** he said, adding just enough formality not to be rude.
    **She awaits you in the rear garden,** the man returned, the icy timbre of his sending suggesting they had been keeping her waiting. **I will accompany you.**
    **We know the way.**
    **Nevertheless.**
    The guard led them down the familiar path through the house to one of the elaborately painted ancient sliding doors that led out to the garden that faced the cliffside. Exiting through the door onto the covered wooden walkway that separated the house from the garden, the guard turned right and led them down the walkway.
    A short distance away, Shoji saw the Matriarch kneeling down on the walkway. Before her was a small bonsai tree in a ceramic pot. As they approached, she reached out and cut off another microscopic bit of green with a tiny set of shears.
    The guard knelt before her. Shoji heard nothing, but could guess he was giving her a private telepathic message. After a moment, he stood and walked away, no doubt having been dismissed in similar fashion. She had not acknowledged him in any visible way. Shoji and his two companions simply stood and watched the Matriarch as she seemed to consider which piece of the tiny tree was not quite right. The only sound was the drizzle on the stones and gravel nearby, and water dripping off the two great oak trees towering over the garden.
    **Whose idea was it to ravage more holy places?** Himiko still sat unmoving, contemplating her handiwork.
    Shoji took a step forward and knelt down on the floorboards.
**Grandma Himiko, it was my idea to take more Soul Icons.**
    **And was it your idea to bring them into the Seed Crystal cave?**
    **Yes.**
    There was a pause. **Is there any reason I should not have you all mind scanned, brand you as renegades and have you all cast out with the rest of the black sheep?**
    Shoji took just a moment to collect his thoughts. **Matriarch, I was acting on a hunch, and I realize that what I have done was not without risk. But in doing this we have discovered something the Ancients have always been longing for.**
    **And what might that be?**
    **The purpose of the Seed Crystal.**
    Himiko snorted and fixed him with a cold stare. **That is some boast, stripling. So tell me, how did you find the thing that millennia of searching by generations of Ancients was unable to uncover?**
    **When we brought the third Soul Icon into the cave, we spent a great deal of time contemplating the image from the Crystal, which was even clearer. Yui-chan was the first to see it, but when she explained it to me and I looked for myself, I found that what she said was true.**
    Himiko shifted her gaze to Yui, who was still standing a step behind Shoji. **And what is it you think you found, girl?**
    Yui stepped forward and knelt beside Shoji. He could see how frightened she was, but she was keeping it under control. It didn't hurt that she had learned how to keep her heartbeat and adrenaline level down with her powers. **When I was in the cave, I tried to read the image like I read the lifeforce of an animal. The same way I read the animals' memories. I wanted to find out where the crystal palace came from. It was revealed to me as if the palace really had a memory.**
    Yui paused for just a moment. **The Seed Crystal will become the palace.**
    Himiko's expression was inscrutable. After about half a minute, she came stiffly to her feet. **Follow me.** She walked to where a single stair led down to the garden. She moved to step into a pair of crude sandals that were on the step.
    **Grandma Himiko, there's no need for you to get wet,** Yui suddenly said. **If you're going to the caves, I can teleport us all from here.**
    The Matriarch looked up at her. **Very well.** She stepped back up onto the walkway. Yui walked over to her and took the hand the Matriarch offered. Akechi took Yui's other hand, and Shoji stood behind Yui, resting his hands on her shoulders. A moment later, they were on the great flat stone in the familiar little cave, the twisting tunnel to the Seed Crystal cave opening before them. Shoji felt himself relax. He had been afraid Yui would forget herself and 'port them directly there.
    They followed the Matriarch down the dimly lit tunnel. Shoji kept one hand resting gently on Yui's shoulder. She looked to be holding up quite well. And Akechi just looked very nervous. Only once did he see the wild look flash briefly in Akechi's eyes. That was to be expected, under the circumstances.
    When they entered the cave, Shoji stole a quick look around at the walls. Three points of light marked the positions of the crystals holding the Soul Icons. Right where he had left them. Whatever the Matriarch thought of how he had obtained the Soul Icons, it seemed she had no intention of removing them. But the cave was deserted. For now, the Matriarch was apparently keeping the secret of the additional Soul Icons to herself and her chosen few.
    Which meant the prey was nearly down.
    The Matriarch walked up close to the brightly glowing Seed Crystal in the centre of the cave. Shoji and his companions stood well back. Himiko stood unmoving, silhouetted and dwarfed by the great crystal before her. They waited for what seemed like an eternity.
    At length the Matriarch turned and walked back towards them. She stood before Shoji and looked up at him, her expression neutral. **As you say, the Palace is the future form of the Seed Crystal itself. So how does knowing this help us? How does it justify the risk of attacking the outsiders' holy places?**
    Shoji had her right where he wanted her. Barely containing his elation, Shoji played his trump card. **Matriarch, each new Soul Icon we have brought before the Seed Crystal has resonated with it, clarified its image as the holy places they were taken from clarified our individual inner visions. Now when I see the vision of the palace, I see not just a place, but a place with a purpose. It is a sanctuary and a source of power.
    **Matriarch, I believe that if we can clarify the image further, it will reveal exactly how we can bring the crystal palace into being. The outsiders' world is becoming more and more dangerous, not just for them but for us. Sometime soon it may fall to pieces. When that happens, we may need this sanctuary.**
    It was three heartbeats before the Matriarch turned around to face the Seed Crystal again. But before she turned, Shoji had glimpsed the look in her face. He saw the hunger and the eagerness, saw enough to know that he had snared her.
    After a minute or so, she turned to face him again. **If the outsiders see you use your powers even once, I will make sure no outsider ever sees you again. If they capture you, we will leave you to their mercies. If they kill you, we will neither bury nor avenge you.**
    Shoji nodded. **I understand. Thank you, Matriarch.**
    **You may all go.**
    Shoji had to take Yui by the shoulder again, lead her back to the tunnel. She looked stunned, as if unable to believe the Matriarch had just let them go. Akechi just looked a little less nervous.
    When they were near the other end of the tunnel, Yui stopped and turned to face Shoji, still looking bewildered. **Senpai ... what did the Matriarch mean? Is it really okay? She's not mad at us anymore?**
    Shoji grinned. **She's too busy to be mad, too busy thinking of all the Soul Icons you're going to be getting for her.**
    Yui's mouth dropped open as the meaning of Himiko's parting words finally sunk in.
    **She wasn't exactly giving us an open endorsement,** Akechi noted.
    **Nope, she gave us something better,** Shoji answered him. **She gave us carte blanche. I was afraid she might keep us on a short leash, even have one of her lackeys follow us around. This is even better than I had hoped.**
    **Do you really think we can turn the Seed Crystal into the crystal palace?** Yui asked.
    **One thing at a time,** Shoji said, leaning forward and kissing her forehead. **Today, we go celebrate. Tomorrow, we go visit some more of the shrines, the ones that give you a warm fuzzy feeling. Then we pick one and start planning our next hunt.**

End Chapter 3